Okay I'm alone now, now what?

This isn't a real blog, it's just my way of journalizing. 

I'm alone, ok, so what does that mean?  When I go to a restaurant, they sit me near the kitchen door in the back.  When I go shopping, I look for the smallest sizes.  When I come home there's no one but the pets to talk to, and they don't know how to talk back, so I guess what I'm thinking is right. 

Do I feel sorry for myself?  Sometimes.  Other times I look around and watch the interaction between couples and wonder how they ever even think of being in the same world, let alone living together in the same house, apartment or whatever.