So now I'm trusting God to supply all my needs, and that's scarey for me.  I have one of those "things" about me that wants preplanning, preparing, pre everything, but now it's one day at a time, one moment at a time almost one second at a time.   Depression sits close by trying to invade everything, it's a real struggle to keep it at bay.  I know God can do all and everything, I see it happening all around and for me, still have too much fear.........I know I'm not supposed to, but it's a companion too.